“SOMEONE SPECIAL” (drama) 1 Minute

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Monologue Description: “SOMEONE SPECIAL” is a drama about being conflicted with getting into a serious relationship.

Character Description: In this monologue, Belinda talks to her neighbor about not having a boyfriend. She tries not to be so open to her neighbor but reveals more with her behavior than with her words.

BELINDA:

I’m doing good. Yeah, I’m good, I’m good. You know me, always plugging ahead. haha. Always, always pushing forehead…haha…yeah, yep, that’s me…

Boyfriend? Oh, haha…Nnnnnno…nnnnno boyfriend, no boyfriend. I can’t—I don’t want that now, you know? Not after—I just can’t, I’m not ready for that type of thing—relationship, right now…later, maybe later but, but not now, definitely not now.

It’s not even about having fun…you know, exploring the manly ass that’s out there…no. It’s more about my s—I guess I’m just doing me right now. I’m just focusing on what I need to do in my life, for me and whatever comes of it, will come, as far as guys go. I care but I don’t care, you know what I mean?

Some days, I think, shit, I don’t want a serious relationship ever again in my life. Some days, it’s just too much to handle when I think about it…there is so much bullshit to deal with in relationships at times…but then I think about the good things and how awesome it is to be in love…I don’t know, I don’t want to die alone. I do want kids, I do. I am at the stage where I love OTHER people’s children but I am no where near ready for my own. haha.

Not yet but maybe some day. So, I’m like undecided about it, getting married and all that stuff. It REALLY has, HE, HE really has to be someone special, exxxxxtremely special, if I am ever going to get married…yeah.

I mean I did meet someone..CLARK but, you might have seen him come over here but I mean, I know he wants me to be his girlfriend any all but I’m just not in a place to be in a committed relationship. Not sure if Clark knocks me off my ass..I think I need someone to blow me away. Clark is just passing time…haha…it’s, I hate to say it but, it’s going to take a hell of alot to replace my ex, even though I…eh, whatever….I just need time.

[beat]

Pride is a waste of time, isn’t it?

[beat]

Someone who, well, I’m not going to get into all that mushy stuff but the guy has to be special…that’s all.