In this drama monologue, Tiffany talks to her friend about being on the right path in her life.
Tiffany: Another day of invisibility. I don’t exist for me anymore…I don’t think I ever truly have…everything is about my husband, my children…
There is no me.
That’s not the problem, however…I imagine that even if I had the time, for example, let’s say I had no husband, no children; would I be on some inner path to happiness?
I have to be honest with myself, I don’t think I would be…in some peaceful place. On some powerful journey of significance. No. I think that all this time I’ve been imagining it, I’ve been lying to myself. An escape; to make myself believe that there’s some happier piece of me that should exist. No.
I didn’t know what I wanted before I met Dan..maybe I didn’t have enough time to iron out my wants…I wanted him, yes, but I never had any damn idea as to what I wanted for me. Just me.
The question is if I will ever find me. I don’t even know how or where to begin. I don’t even know if I should. I don’t even know if I really want to anymore.