In this monologue, Janice feels guilty over the fact that she slept with someone behind her boyfriends back. She talks to her best friend about it.
Janice: When my eyes first opened, I felt great, had all this energy but then slowly, my stomach began to fill up with this strange twinge…I began thinking about what I did and how I was going to go back home and face him…his face…his eyes…I began to feel ugly, so ugly inside; this rotten tickle inside my center. Guilt. I looked over and I was alone; left in the bed at some random hotel. No note. No; I felt alone, I felt alone, sick and miserable for what I did. I never thought that I would be the type of woman to do something like that and…it changed me forever…me, us…everything fell apart.